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Letter to the Fans,

Updated: Nov 20, 2020


If you had asked me a year ago what I would be doing, where I was heading, and the people I would be surrounding myself with, I would have given you my go to answer. Getting fucked up at a festival with Race Crew, “living my best life”. But if you had asked me those same questions, 10 years ago, I would have told you that I would be a superstar, recording music, honing a larger than life presence and surrounding myself with other authentic human beings.

From an early age I’ve dreamt of performing and being a star. That person in the room that people couldn’t take their eyes off of, the person who would dazzle and gleam the crowd. I’ve dreamed of growing, caring and sharing these experiences with a guy who would love every inch of me. Privately and publicly. I’ve dreamed of providing for my family, having a chance to truly treat them as royalty. I would be happy.

Through these ten years, I have felt happy. But I’ve also felt ashamed, in love and lust, heartbroken, betrayed, vengeful, motivated, determined and most of all prideful. I have lost a lot, but I’ve accomplished even more. I’ve felt powerless but also powerful. But most importantly, I have grown.

I’ve grown as a human physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I have wandered alone for some time in order to construct my _____

Ideas for words:

Reassuring

Authentic

Pure

Family

tribe. This path I’m on now seems just the beginning, but I’m aware I still have many more obstacles to overcome. So, BIENVENIDOS and strap in!



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